Sleep in heavenly peace...
Jan. 1st, 2013 01:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sinkwriterUsually I have lots of thinky thoughts and deep contemplations to share on New Year's Eve, as I take stock of the past year and what lies ahead.
However, tonight... I don't know. I just don't have anything I absolutely feel I must discuss.
Instead, I'm feeling quiet. I'm feeling the need to be peaceful and pause in the moment, rather than obsess about what has happened in 2012 and what could happen (or what I'd like to happen) in 2013.
It's been a crazy year, and I feel like these next 6 months are going to be a rush of school -- only 5 classes remaining before I get my associates' degree in web design! -- and homework and job issues and trying to get new health insurance and hope the old health insurance pays all those medical bills from October and November, and and and... it will be madness. I know it, and am trying to mentally prepare myself for it as best as I can.
But no matter what the upcoming 6 months bring, I hope they will eventually yield to better, more positive things. I think they will. In some small ways, they already are.
In the meantime, tonight I think I'd like to listen to the silence around me and see what stirs up. Maybe nothing at all. Maybe I'll just absorb the quiet and be glad for it.
I hope all of you out there are having a fun, relaxing, lovely New Year's Eve, and I wish for you all the joy and success you can possibly attain this upcoming 2013.
Hugs to you.
HAPPY, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
However, tonight... I don't know. I just don't have anything I absolutely feel I must discuss.
Instead, I'm feeling quiet. I'm feeling the need to be peaceful and pause in the moment, rather than obsess about what has happened in 2012 and what could happen (or what I'd like to happen) in 2013.
It's been a crazy year, and I feel like these next 6 months are going to be a rush of school -- only 5 classes remaining before I get my associates' degree in web design! -- and homework and job issues and trying to get new health insurance and hope the old health insurance pays all those medical bills from October and November, and and and... it will be madness. I know it, and am trying to mentally prepare myself for it as best as I can.
But no matter what the upcoming 6 months bring, I hope they will eventually yield to better, more positive things. I think they will. In some small ways, they already are.
In the meantime, tonight I think I'd like to listen to the silence around me and see what stirs up. Maybe nothing at all. Maybe I'll just absorb the quiet and be glad for it.
I hope all of you out there are having a fun, relaxing, lovely New Year's Eve, and I wish for you all the joy and success you can possibly attain this upcoming 2013.
Hugs to you.
HAPPY, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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