One Is The Loneliest Number

[sinkwriter]

It's my birthday today, and I'm feeling a little depressed this afternoon.

Not because of the number. I don't care about that.

It's just...

I'm lonely. And my life is not anywhere I want it to be. And that makes me sad.

I'm not sure what to do about that.

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[siapom.livejournal.com]

it's a marker of another year gone and another year where I'm not in a place where I expected to be or want to be and I feel disappointed in myself and the progress of my life.

Give me a few months and this will describe my outlook on life. (That's my "I'm going to be mopey and bitchy before my own birthday" warning. fyi.) The past few years, especially, my birthday has had that effect on me, so I totally understand where you're coming from. And I hate it. I know it's coming. I don't really mind getting older. But... The "what if's" and "why's" are killer. So... How about we give each other gentle reminders of the silver lining, huh? *hugs*

And, you're welcome for the b-day wishes. It is after all a day of celebration! So, celebrate we all shall. :D

Yay for FRINGE watching! (And seriously awesome Peter/Olivia moments!) You're gonna love it. It's twisty and dark and sweet and heart-wrenching and funny and angsty and... Gah. So full of tv goodness. :)

eta: Now if I can get you to watch In Plain Sight. THEN I'd be a truly happy fangirl. :D