A journey rich with music
Aug. 26th, 2008 04:14 pm"This is your life. This is your journey. You are the Hero..."
~ Lee Smith
Today I DANCED.
I put on this song, cranked it up, and I just let loose. Completely. Hair flying, hips shaking, who-gives-a-fuck-who's-watching, absolute lunacy.
I wasn't trying to exorcise pain or depression. I thought that's what I was feeling, but it's not either of those things.
I'm trying to rid myself of apathy. Emptiness. Holding pattern blahhh.
I feel like -- if I just keep doing this, keep singing and dancing about, taking in the music, and remember to hold onto what it does for me --
I might, just might, be able to get my joy back.
Then the sky opens up and everything feels possible.
:D
There's really nothing like music.
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"Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life."
~ Berthold Auerbach
~ Lee Smith
Today I DANCED.
I put on this song, cranked it up, and I just let loose. Completely. Hair flying, hips shaking, who-gives-a-fuck-who's-watching, absolute lunacy.
I wasn't trying to exorcise pain or depression. I thought that's what I was feeling, but it's not either of those things.
I'm trying to rid myself of apathy. Emptiness. Holding pattern blahhh.
I feel like -- if I just keep doing this, keep singing and dancing about, taking in the music, and remember to hold onto what it does for me --
I might, just might, be able to get my joy back.
Then the sky opens up and everything feels possible.
:D
There's really nothing like music.
***********
"Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life."
~ Berthold Auerbach
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Date: 2008-08-28 12:43 am (UTC)What on earth is your Mulder/Krycek fanmix? I must know!
:D
Me? Something funky -- like Brickhouse or Slippery When Wet by the Commodores -- or something uptempo big band jazzy, like Sing Sing Sing from Swing Kids. Something that really gets me moving and lifts up my mood. Whee!
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Date: 2008-08-28 12:46 am (UTC)Haha, I have a whole folder full of songs that remind me of M/K. Some of them are recs from other people, some are music from the series, and some are ones that just remind me of them. I listen to it for fic inspiration. PRETTY EMBARASSING but I am shameless :)
Your songs sound really nice and dancey, too!
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Date: 2008-08-28 12:49 am (UTC)You'll have to tell me what some of those inspiring M/K songs are. I'm curious!
:D